Jealousy

Never give all the heart by W.B. Yeats.
This is one of the very little poems that make me jealous. Some of it doesn't really make sense but the words are so profound and put together. My favorite line is "For he gave all his heart and lost" It's kind of a sad poem but it's just brutally honest and one that everyone can relate to which is what I really like about it. I wish I was creative and good with my words like this W.B. Yeats and this poem of his.

Love..

I'm scared of love. I'm scared of marrying the wrong person. Love hurts sometimes. Every relationship takes a lot of work and isn't going to be easy but will always be worth it. My favorite quote is no boy is worth your tears, but the one who is, won't make you cry. I truly do believe this. Boys who make you cry. WASTE OF YOUR TIME. Harder said then done trust me. But I think true love is two people that make eachother better. Love is when you give someone to yourself fully and they love you just the way you are. With your good qualities and your bad ones. The perfect word for love is sacrifice. Love will always find you if your open to it. You just have to be willing to put yourself out there and take risks.

Complaints

I'm tired of these last months of high school dragging on.
I'm tired of defending myself.
I'm tired of repeating myself.
I'm tired of cops.
I'm tired of boys.
I'm tired of dramatic girls.
I'm tired of gas prices.
I'm tired of getting paid $7.25 an hour.
I'm tired of "I love you to your face and then "I hate you" behind my back.
I'm tired of curfews.
I'm tired of crying.
I'm tired of  being tired.

Love Remembers

Do you Remember your first crush? Your first boyfriend? Your first kiss? Your first love? These are the things we remember. Isn't it funny how a certain song, a certain smell, a certain place, a certain thing can bring back memories or emotions for a person. Your brain is a very powerful thing. It will always remember these things and relate these certain things to certain memories. It amazes me how much you can remember. I feel like these types of emotions are a lot easier for you to remember because these types of emotions are so strong. Love will always remember..

I'm Thinking About You...

I'm thinking about you like a fat kid thinks about cake. Like a baby thinks about its mom. Like cookies think about milk. I'm thinking about you like chips think about salsa. Like eggs think about toast. Like a teacher thinks about their students. I'm thinking about you like preschoolers think about crayons. Like summer thinks about the sun. Like the beach thinks about sand. Like kids think about sand toys. I'm thinking about you like dogs think about fire hydrants. Like Donald Trump thinks about money. Like Kobe Bryant thinks about championships. I'm thinking about you like a druggie thinks about their next high. Like my parents think about bills. Like popcorn thinks about butter. I'm thinking about you like CRAZY!

Boulevard of Broken Dreams

I walk alone. I walk alone. It's pouring rain down on me.A road with no cars, no people, and no sunshine. Just me, left with a lump in my throat which I can't seem to choke down. I got left  high and dry by the one that I "thought" loved me back. I got left with nothing. No self confidence,no dignity, no money, no friends, no family, no laughter, and no more happiness. There is nothing left here to live for anymore. All this world is made up of is lies and cold heartless people. I keep walking. Miles after miles with no destination. I walk alone. I walk alone.

Direct Orders

You are under direct orders to rock the f*** out! Rock out like your favorite song comes on at a dance. Rock out like you just graduated from high school. Rock out like you just got your first kiss. Rock out like a Nicki Minaj comes on the radio. Rock out like it's the first day of summer. Rock out like it's 5 o clock in the morning and your still awake. Rock out like you just got out of rehab. Rock out like you do when your hard work is starting to pay off. Rock out like you do after a long hard work out. Rock out like you are the last one on earth. Rock out like you just met your favorite movie star. Rock out like you just aced your math test. Rock out like when you think it's a Wednesday but it's really a Friday.  Rock out like you just got your very own car. Rock out like you just got that job you've been wanting. Rock out like you just won the million dollar lottery. Rock out like you just found out your leaving to Hawaii in the morning. Rock out like it's your birthday and your best friend had thrown you a surprise party. Rock out like you just got pulled over and the cop didn't give you a ticket.